crap

This is the nth time i opened my blog .. to put in something.A feeble attempt to save my blog from hitting the dust. The last n-1 times, (hope this is nt sounding like maths) I tried to think wot i was feeling the most,at that moment,so that i could try to channelise them ,add some masala and put it in text. But only frustration and helplessness showed up ,much to my chagrin. Frustration out of helplessness.. and helplessness at changing my stupid, monotonous, mechanical life..

If you are thinking I will rattle on about my present life.. then I am glad you are wrong...

This time, I will just put in the various reasons i can think of that held me from returning to blogging.. not that i m a regular blogger,but i am a regularly irrregular one.

One thing, i am not much of a thinker. If you have observed, only incidents (except for 1 or 2) make up my blog. As nothing exciting is happening with me, my blog is gathering dust.

Secondly, inspiration. I derive inspiration from other bloggers. When I go through a blog, I have that overwhelming feeling of "Wow ! Its high time I did something to my blog too !! " But like many other things, my inspiration is always short-lived.

Third,I try to think.Believe me, I do. When I have a certain idea about something, or something creative is forming in my head, or say, I strongly feel about something, by the time I am ready to put in on paper, "DISTRACTION" comes knocking!!!!

Fourth, writing is not what you can do at any time of the day.. A certain mood has to set in. And my mood is very moody.There goes my 4th reason...

If you think I am just conjuring up all the stupid-est reasons, you are definitely not wrong..
This is just to make a new start..a check to see if i can still write..

I will come up with something better next tym...
(thanks for your patience !)

adios...