Destroyed in love

I sleep with fears crowding my head

Fears that I cannot tell

My head keeps throbbing all the time

as if living in hell.

Multiple emotions bottled up inside

Anger,sadness,frustration and hatred

Showing any of these would only mean

tearing you into shreds

Smiling is painful these days

But Smile I should

With feelings playing havoc in my mind

I was doing all I could

My wings have been clipped

I have fallen with a thud

Our life had just started together

But it was nipped in the bud

I cannot handle this anymore

I want to give up and run away

All I have to ask you is to let me go

I can pick up my pieces and walk away

Thats easier said than done

Without you I cannot be sane

My heart yearns to be with you

despite all the pain

I know its not your fault

Even to you, it was a rude shock

You held us together in these trying times

And stood as strong as a rock

My place is beside you

When it shines and when it rains

How much ever I hate it

I will learn to love again

I cannot bear to leave you alone

everything seems so unfair

Sometimes,it just takes a second 

for hope to change to despair

I promise I will be there with you

together we will deal with this blow

Thats the right thing to do

even if it means being destroyed in love.